kitchen Angst!

I have to say, I don’t know everything, but I feel with the latest facts, that Michael Jackson suffered from some source of social anxiety disorder.

Michael Jackson was ” The ultimate performer“  However, He was also very quiet, and reserved in his personal life! I also felt this odd dichotomy.  I loved being ” on stage”,  but felt very inferior in my normal life!   I am not comparing myself to “Michael”  in any other way than that I feel His pain of trying to “grow up” when your childhood was robbed from you! A twelve year old, in a thirty year old body! You never grow mentally, just physically. This does not make you a pedophile, just a kid in a mans body! It’s not about sex, It’s about your mental, social state! I don’t believe He wanted too, or ever did have any sexual encounter with these children. He just wanted to be with them ” as a child” , something He never had!

I don’t know what His life was like,  But I do know this…. He brought me joy through his music, and that’s enough!!

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