Jan 03 2009
I’m a blue eye, blonde hair, left handed, artistic, gay man!
My family tree held on to all the recessive genes and dumped them all in one nut… ME!
Talk about being an odd ball! I love it though, I just wish I hadn’t been so outgoing, and loud as a kid. I wanted to talk about everything, being the youngest of three, this caused more problems for me, I was always being told to “shut up, that I was stupid”, and that “I would never be anything”! Well I guess I believed them enough to make it so! That’s how S.A.D. starts most of the time… a traumatic time in your childhood.
I have now realized this and am working on getting over those feelings of worthlessness, however they do still creep into my daily life… if I’m not careful! Even though I have recently gone through a devastating break up, I found someone new that loves me! I wont lie, I’m scared… “once bitten” as they say! But I refuse to allow the downfalls of my past to control my future! I will move on!!!! more slowly than before, and with an added since of self worth but that is what growth is all about. I have to realize that I am worth the love that is being shown too me! That my love for them is only half the equation. If it isn’t equal, It’s not worth my time! This is a hard thing to see, but with time I will figure it out… and make millions off my book!
The Heart is an amazing thing, even while it is broken, it can find love!! I never thought it true, but it is! I only hope this time it doesn’t end, or if it does… it wont ruin me for life! Through hardship, comes pleasure, so maybe this is just that for me! I have been nothing but honest with my new Beau ( and He with me ) now only time and understanding will tell! He knows I have to take it slow, so we will!
No drugs involved!
just understanding, and proper communication!
James
Stumble It!
Good luck. You sound like one big recessive gene gone wild!
Hi, I was searching to see if there was anybody else like me and here you are!
Well, sort of. I’m red-headed and green-eyed, which is also quite rare. And I’m a gay guy who is left-handed, although I’ve also been using my right hand for the past few years. I think of myself as an artist but I’m never really able to say it because it sounds like I’m being arrogant!
I’m double-jointed too!
I don’t think I was ever very loud, though. I used to be quite social until I got into my middle schools, when my best friends drifted away from me one-by-one and many of the kids were bullies. Since then I haven’t been very sociable and I regret that, but I’m not really depressed. My high school is much better.
I’ve promised to come out to my parents before I turn twenty, and hopefully before I turn nineteen. My mother will take it easily because she actually likes gay people, but my father has said some quite homophobic remarks…