Nov 30 2008
Good-bye November!!!
It’s Sunday and if you have been following you know what that means!
I have to admit thatI haven’t quit smoking again for another week!
Well I am happy to say that even though I still would be considered a smoker by any nonsmoker out there I think most smokers would call me a want-to-be smoker at this point.
Yes I still smoke some everyday, however I don’t smoke more than 8 and normally less than 6 a day now. I still falter at work, I find that the hardest to give up! A smoke break, from the line is a wonderful thing, let me tell you Mr.
The down side is that I have almost become that guy I hate, The one at the party who doesn’t have his own pack, but smokes as much as everyone else! I won’t allow myself to fully go there, so I always have a pack, which means I end up smoking more than I really want to.
The new year will bring many changes I’m sure, so I won’t fret the small things! I just hope 2009 turns out better for me than 2008 did, I need a good year for a change! I’m tired of having shitty ones!
Don’t take this wrong, not the entire year has been bad, It just ended in the crapper! I just wish for once I could end a year without some major SNAFU. Then, I think I could die happy!
James



